she's come undun

I guess have evolved yet I forgot to send the forwarding address.
We are always measured by our past behavior. ( Thank you Dr.Phil) I am blessed with the ability of forgetting. today is all I know and all I am is who I am today. This is why I avoid my past. If I don't feel it or smell it, it doesn't exist . All I truly know is today and what I feel today. I was reminded that I once wrote a bible . oh the crazy egocentricity of a teenager ( I really don't remember what even was in it all I remember was a cartoon with a penis and a cape ) my friend at the time saw a midget and an Indian who would come put of her closet... I have heard an seen so much that I feel like I am the sane one .. Sanity is a state of mind. Those who feel they are truly sane are truly repressing. I know I have a different take on reality but your perception is your reality. Why can't it work in my favor for once? I see what other people don't see. Which really means I don't see the obvious. Just my own skewed view of the world.
Yet this is all I know, this is my reality. I hope those who love me see the beauty of who I am.
the lack of rage in my life. ODD?? The new point I make to bring peace to lives. The lack of chaos without boredom.. peace out may the force b with u