True Blue

So if you should ever doubt, wonder what life is all about, then please remember dear, those words I've whispered in your ear.. and they weren't I'm a material girl. So maybe I send mixed messages, Sure I like the night life I love to boogie, but I am a simple girl raised by parents that taught me mid-western values. I've found that in my life; it is more elegant and charming to show how thrifty one can be . 2008 is the backlash of the 80-90's. I've spent too much $$ on nothing. Big houses and cars have not brought me the happiness and the security I thought they would. Nothing replaces a good spouse and a few good friends. This is what life is about. So when your spouse still thinks that you are only based on $$$ after everything life has dealt you, you really wonder. Have you hid who you are so well you forgot to show the one who should know what you are all about who you really are? When you though you whispered, Should you have shouted?? How do you be an open book when so many pages have been ripped out? When you are most vulnerable how can you be brave enough to rip off the scabs and make a new start? me I guess. it is always ME. the one with the brave face who will mix it up. but I can't get the real message of who I am across.